I have Covid.
I’m sharing my story in the hopes that those within my community will take pause and think about the choices they are making.
If I’m being completely honest, I thought it wouldn’t happen to me. I barely leave my home. I interact with very few people. When I’m in public I always wear my mask and maintain social distancing.
Unfortunately I live in a community where up until recently, precautions weren’t being enforced and many people were taking advantage of the lax atmosphere.
One day I felt perfectly fine and the next day I didn’t. I experienced feeling feverish without an actual fever, painful body aches, fatigue, and I had trouble breathing.
At first I brushed it off as another one of my sinus infections. Two emergency room visits later I was diagnosed with COVID-19.
People keep asking me if I know how I got Covid. I don’t. To me, at this point it doesn’t really matter. I’m sick and I need to do whatever is within my power to get better.
My symptoms progressed. In addition to what I was already struggling with I began to have trouble eating and drinking without nausea. Ironically my medications required me to eat and drink. What I could eat was extremely limited.
Living on my own meant I was the only one to get things done around my home. Even the most menial tasks required what seemed like an insurmountable effort. The benefit of living on my own was my minimal exposure to others. The downside was the depth of loneliness I felt most of the time.
Covid does something to you mentally I can’t quite explain.
I was thrilled when my quarantine period was officially over. Then I wasn’t. Being in public filled me with a paralyzing fear and anxiety. At this time I don’t feel safe outside of my home. There’s still so much about Covid we don’t know: the long term effects, how long symptoms last and reinfection possibilities.
Another question people keep asking me is if I’m “healed” or “better.” The simple answer is no. My recovery has progressed.
I’d like to believe the worst is behind me, but I just don’t know. I’m still struggling with certain symptoms. I have good days, bad days, and mixed days. I never know what to expect.
Mentally, I may never be the person I was before I got Covid.
What I can tell you is this virus is very real, painful and traumatic. Just one person making unsafe choices can create a detrimental impact on so many.
I’m taking my recovery one day at a time the best that I can.
Laura Kaponer is a mental health advocate and blogger, as well as a volunteer with the local chapter of NAMI. You can find her on social media by searching #Laurakaponeris1in5.
THE NUMBERS
From S.C. DHEC
Totals
As of Monday, Aug. 10
S.C. confirmed cases: 100,431
S.C. probable cases: 728
S.C. confirmed deaths: 1,966
S.C. probable deaths: 83
Beaufort County cases: 4,121
Beaufort County deaths: 54
Last week’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1074.4
Previous week’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1,418.1
Two weeks ago’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1,449.6
Three weeks ago’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1,860.2
Four weeks ago’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1,663.1
Five weeks ago’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1,604.1
Six weeks ago’s 7-day avg. new cases, state: 1,263.6
Last week’s 7-day average new cases, county: 65.4
Previous week’s 7-day average new cases, county: 83.3
Two weeks ago’s 7-day average new cases, county: 83.9
Three weeks ago’s 7-day average new cases, county: 72.4
Four weeks ago’s 7-day average new cases, county: 72.6
Five weeks ago’s 7-day average new cases, county: 52.4
Six weeks ago’s 7-day average new cases, county: 38.9
THE LAST WEEK
Monday, Aug. 10
New S.C. Cases: 718
S.C. deaths: 17
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 26
Beaufort Co. deaths: 0
Percent Positive: 12.8
Sunday, Aug. 9
New S.C. Cases: 722
S.C. deaths: 18
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 59
Beaufort Co. deaths: 1
Percent Positive: 12.9
Saturday, Aug. 8
New S.C. Cases: 1,178
S.C. deaths: 67
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 47
Beaufort Co. deaths: 1
Percent Positive: 15.9
Friday, Aug. 7
New S.C. Cases: 1,265
S.C. deaths: 21
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 78
Beaufort Co. deaths: 1
Percent Positive: 18.3
Thursday, Aug. 6
New S.C. Cases: 1,295
S.C. deaths: 44
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 71
Beaufort Co. deaths: 2
Percent Positive: 19.7
Wednesday, Aug. 5
New S.C. Cases: 1,175
S.C. deaths: 45
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 112
Beaufort Co. deaths: 3
Percent Positive: 20.7
Tuesday, Aug. 4
New S.C. Cases: 1,168
S.C. deaths: 52
New Beaufort Co. Cases: 65
Beaufort Co. deaths: 1
Percent Positive: 18.3
